actually that is not really the question if you don’t have money in the bank.

like i mentioned in earlier posts, i am currently jobless and am actively looking for a job. i hv been on a few interviews these past two months. and just when i thought things couldn’t get any worse, it did … well, depends on how you look at it.

basically, i’ve been offered a job by the people that interviewed me yesterday. i dunno why, but i had a feeling that they were going to call me about something or to negotiate, coz i got through to the second interview. but i dunno … it’s not exactly the ideal situation coz i am a bit wary of working for a singaporean company. been there, done that. but on the plus side, it is very near my house, and i really do need to pay my bills. so, phew … i was kinda hoping they wouldn’t offer me since they said my asking salary was a bit high.

so this afternoon, someone called me and called me and called me. i didn’t pick up the phone coz i was just feeling so ambivalent. i didn’t want to say something that i might regret. so, i checked my email and true enough, like i suspected, they emailed me asking me to pick up my offer letter. argh. so i dunno. i emailed back asking them to email the details, or i would pick it up early tomorrow morning (they work on a saturday???? … groaaaan). so, sigh. what do i do, what do i do, what do i do … i guess i just have to read the letter. argh.

is this a test, God? why are you giving me these difficult choices. (incidentally, yesterday, i was a bit angry at God. i know i shouldn’t be. maybe it was PMS but i was just so angry at the world. so, i don’t know whether this job offer is a blessing or the opposite.